Emptiness, tears through my veins, and so deeply I feel its pain.
Thoughts race in circles, like screams piercing my head, it aches and I can not erase this sense of aloneness.
Numbness describes everything, except what I feel on the inside. Beauty exits all around me, but through these darkened shades, images are skewed.
The caring smiles of others exist only to taunt me. I am their rock, and inside I am melting away, a smile on my face is real, for I can appreciate such beauty as in everything around me.
“Why”, is not to be answered, “real”, is what we experience on the inside, everything else is shades of grey. Waiting for that one special moment, where silence erupts and hearts stop, to fill this empty heart of mine.
The emptiness I feel is filled with love.
Thoughts race in circles so fast I cannot catch them.
Numbness comes from my indicision.
Beauty is everywhere except in the world of people.
Why? I don’t know.
Does good triumph over evil.
I believe it does in the end.
It requires patience, patience, patience.
The world is one of grey
That most see as black and white.
God abounds in quiet places
And my heart and mind are not quiet
In their longing for answers
To the questions posed by life’s paradoxes.